Tuesday, September 30, 2008

back to blogger

almost forgot i still have a blog. looking back at my last post, it was written last year.
now today, it is oct 1, 2008. i am in taipei.

last year i was in big apple, wanting to stay and hopping for a good life
right now, i am back in taipei for 8 months already. longer than i was fighting in big apple......
remember the broken hearted me, frustrated w/ life crying at my parents house in vancouver.
it wasnt long ago. Jan 2008

i am feeling myself like carrie in sex and city. always trap in the relationship rat race. circling around in relationship in the same pattern. always wondering, always happy, always crying, always heart breaking...... yes, u dont have to guess. another break up for me....

anyways... lets talk about work. love and work.. two most improtant element for single woman.
so far, my work is pretty good. 1st time being a PM.... a lot of things to learn, i havent got bored of it .... my department head gave me a very positive feed back today on my work behaviour.
perhaps i am a newbie, so i have no job performance to brib about...
my comements are "optisitmc, and cute!!"
cute ne.... what kind of comment is that?? but i like it.... maybe i m really cute in people's eyes...
but.... why no men find me cute ????

believe it or not, i love to watch 8pm Taiwanese drama....it actually earns a lot of tears....
一萬次的感動可以抵過一次心動....
你是我的生命....
..... ..... ...... 聽到的當下就哭了......
不知是因為電視騙人哭了, 還是因為自己沒有經歷過而哭了......
suddenly... i feel free... becuase if love can be so easy just depending on feeling.... then, why bother about responsibility, why try so hard to tight down someone ???
if love is easy...... ?????
yes, i am still trap in the relationship rat race....