random thoughts 2
昨晚又睡不著了........ so bad ........i was thinking about u again last night, but this time, only bad memory came up in my mind. everytime is different when i think of u, sometimes i really wish that we can be together again, but some other times, i think it is good that we break up.
what about last night, last night.........i guess i remebered the wrost memeory ever. i remembered u said to me "if u quit ur job, yes u can rest and u may be recover from sickness. but my income would just be equal to other couples' total income (dual income). then we will be just equal to others, but not better than others." 是否在你的眼裡, 我已是非常的渺小? 已配不上你了呢?
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Ken 我記得你問過我, 在我軟弱的時候, 為甚麼我沒有向我的神禱告. 中午洗碗時, 我突然有了答案. 聖經上說 " 忘記背後, 努力向前, 向著標竿直跑". 我沒有辦法忘記過去, 因而停頓在這裡好幾個月了. 我沒有努力向前跑, 怎麼有臉請祂推我........ >.<"
posted by 星旋 @ 1:22 PM
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I'm not totally agree on that argument tho, there'll always be some couple that they're total income exceed any others...
I'm saying, it's impossible to beat everyone..
when u tell urself that "我沒有辦法忘記過去, 因而停頓在這裡好幾個月了. 我沒有努力向前跑, 怎麼有臉請祂推我........ >.<""", maybe u can't see, but from a 3rd person, the reason is obvious. esp when u say 我沒有努力向前跑 怎麼有臉請祂推我.... it's urself that decides to 頹廢, it's urself that decides not to 努力向前跑, and for most ppl, when they decide to do that , they feel sorry for themselves, and therefore, they will feel better about themselves, are you one of them?
dear jeff, what he really means is to be better than average people.... i m sorry that i didn't say that clearly.....
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