星旋

聖誕要來了~~~~~

我今天下午可是很努力的工作喔.......
做甚麼ㄋ???? heeheee......聖誕要到了嘛, 當然是裝聖誕燈來裝飾我家......
我們家的樹還眞多, 需要超多燈才夠把他們蓋滿呢....... 等我拍照再貼上來吧~~~~~~

posted by 星旋 @ 10:49 PM 4 comments

超級難吃的鍋貼~~~

中午吃了這輩子吃過做難吃的鍋貼....... 到底是誰做的好事??? 當然是出自本姑娘的手藝....... @.@"
怎麼會這樣!!!! 第一鍋下的鍋貼因為跟爸爸說話說到忘了, 整鍋15個鍋貼全部 "草火搭"..... 黑到不能再黑. 當我衝進廚房要搶救它們時廚房濃煙密布, Hobby也衝進來用恐怖的表情望著我 =.="
第二鍋, 重新再一次, 換個鍋子再接再厲, 這次我當然就寸步不離我的鍋貼....... 但是, 煮了半個小時, 鍋貼的屁股都焦了黏在鍋子上拔不下來, 鍋貼的上半身卻怎麼也煮不熟........... "再加一杯水, 把它當水餃煮吧!" 我爸這樣安慰我.......... 於是, 我們就吃了沒有屁屁的水餃........ =.="

"還好沒有客人來吃飯!" 我們兩個都鬆一口氣 ~~~

posted by 星旋 @ 1:58 PM 0 comments

唉啊~~~

差一點就下雪的啦~~~~~
今天超冷的吧.... 應該剩下1 或 2度了........ 靠近傍晚時還下了一些雪雨.......

睡不著, 精神超好...... 奇怪, 10點多聽Paul說教時差一點就要倒在沙發上睡著了...... 可惜我的手機在我房間收不到訊號, 不然我一定毫不客氣躺在床上, 將打呼聲傳給電話另一頭的Paul..... 其實Paul也不是真的說教啦....... 我是混了一段時間了. 他問我, 你想要做甚麼........ 基本上, 我不知耶, 既然housewife當不成, 我真不知我要做啥. 也不知應該讀MBA或去Parsons.......只知道自己喜歡衣服, 或許貞的應該去NY...........

有個阿姨called我, 說女人要多愛自己一點...... 像我跟托都是傻子, 都為了別的男人而活, 不愛我們的男人........ 唉呀, 學不會啊!

AlanBird.......... 有看你的post, 沒想通之前, 我不知該怎麼回應你....... 等我變老好了, 成熟點, 可能就會了......

加油~

posted by 星旋 @ 1:54 AM 1 comments

stupid Jeffery~~~

nothing happened after i clicked on comments.......
what is wrong with ur blog???

anyway la ....

i just wanna say......
你每天都不接電話, 你辦手機幹麻啦 ??!!!!!

posted by 星旋 @ 1:18 AM 1 comments

睡不著...........

我決定從今天起只要我睡不著就來post一下........ 下個星期日在來算算看這個星期我睡著幾天.........

posted by 星旋 @ 1:49 AM 0 comments

random thoughts 2

昨晚又睡不著了........ so bad ........

i was thinking about u again last night, but this time, only bad memory came up in my mind. everytime is different when i think of u, sometimes i really wish that we can be together again, but some other times, i think it is good that we break up.
what about last night, last night.........i guess i remebered the wrost memeory ever. i remembered u said to me "if u quit ur job, yes u can rest and u may be recover from sickness. but my income would just be equal to other couples' total income (dual income). then we will be just equal to others, but not better than others." 是否在你的眼裡, 我已是非常的渺小? 已配不上你了呢?
==============================================

Ken 我記得你問過我, 在我軟弱的時候, 為甚麼我沒有向我的神禱告. 中午洗碗時, 我突然有了答案. 聖經上說 " 忘記背後, 努力向前, 向著標竿直跑". 我沒有辦法忘記過去, 因而停頓在這裡好幾個月了. 我沒有努力向前跑, 怎麼有臉請祂推我........ >.<"

posted by 星旋 @ 1:22 PM 3 comments

辛辛苦苦工作的樣本上雜誌了 !!!!!

嘿...嘿....嘿........
回台灣之前我在明綸辛苦 量尺寸, 催樣本的那些款式衣服終於上雜誌做廣告了啦.....................
haha...... Macy's 的 INC 啦................ 在12月的 InStyle~~
可是, 我都沒看到我在景盛做的那些 DKNY Jeans 的廣告呢 ....... 在哪???

posted by 星旋 @ 10:30 PM 0 comments

shopping ~~~~

i went shopping with my mom and my dad today at Winners.....
it was actually my first time shopping after being sick since the summer......
Winners is a magical place.... an outlet store of name- brand products......... it is a store where u can spend 2 or 3 hours in....
my mom bought a Liz Claiborne knitted jacket for only $19, and the origial price was $120.....heeheee...... i didn't find anything at such a good price, but i did find something that is in great style and good quality, and at a very reasonable price.........
the BEST of all....... my dear dad paid for me today.... ^__________^

posted by 星旋 @ 9:53 PM 0 comments

笨Hobby!

12點多帶Hobby去散步時雨下的還蠻大的...... Hobby很乖喔, 沒有用繩子牽著都乖乖的跟我走...
我們閒逛了20分鐘後, 忽然間雨下的越來越大了, 簡直跟台灣下"豪大雨"沒兩樣, 那種大到會擔心淹水的程度. 雖然明明知道溫哥華是不可能淹水的, 但看到人行道旁的雨水不斷往下坡流, 那種在台灣下大雨淹水時的恐慌感, 突然湧上心頭........ 怪恐怖的!
忽然Hobby也因雨太大變的害怕起來, 瘋狂的往前衝, 想要快點逃回家....... 衝啊! 衝啊!! '完全忘了我的存在 =.=" ....... "Hobby, Hobby 等我! 等我!........" 他回頭看了一眼, 又繼續往前衝...................
===.===lll

posted by 星旋 @ 3:05 PM 1 comments

台灣龍捲風

還沒回來溫哥華前, 還滿喜歡看台灣龍捲風的. 回來後因為看不到, 我叔叔的女朋友就會傳網站給我,和寫e-mail告訴我最新的劇情......

你最近有上他們的網站嗎?
實在是 劇情發展到另人血脈噴張
由於葉美琪肚中懷的是男胎 因此得到阿媽的喜愛 期間 美琪和阿媽串通
阿媽裝病威脅大家
因而搬進黃家
方家怡為了家中"和諧"而自願搬出
而這兩天演到 美琪過去招牛郎的事情 被"叁週刊"爆發
原本以為 阿媽就不會挺葉美琪 要求他搬出
沒想到 阿媽雖然不挺葉美琪了 但葉美琪卻用下列三點理由
脅迫阿媽必須跟他繼續站在同一陣線
1. 如果他搬出 他決不會乖乖生下黃家的孩子
2. 他馬上下樓 告訴大家 這段期間 阿媽裝病 和他一起騙大家的事
如此一來 阿媽在黃家的尊嚴與地位 必將蕩然無存
3. 也是阿媽最在乎的 他將跟三週刊報料 他的媳婦 洪美華 和孫子 黃志中
聯合掏空 超聯的事情
為了保護家人 阿媽成為葉美琪的琪子
前天演到 洪美華 因為看不慣葉美琪的囂張行徑 賞他兩耳光
結果 葉美琪要求阿媽 必須以家法伺候 要求洪美華下跪道歉


怎樣 看不下去了吧 真是極盡不合理 讓人生氣吧
在溫哥華應該更難想像 怎麼會有人看這種戲吧
你身體調養的如何呢
念倫

真的是令人無法想像的爛!!
有人為baby而跟不愛的人結婚嗎???
我還真想ㄙㄟˋ葉美琪幾巴掌呢.....

posted by 星旋 @ 1:16 AM 0 comments

還是睡不著..........

今天真的覺得自己要虛脫了......... 剛剛快昏倒了, 決定上床睡覺....... 但是......還是睡不著..........超想哭的..........
還好現在還早, blog一下再睡好了. 加油! 加油!! 加加油!!!

posted by 星旋 @ 11:35 PM 0 comments

恐怖...

今天的感覺真是遭透了....... 頭超昏的.... 像那種快昏倒的感覺.....
我到底是怎樣了啦~~~~~~~

posted by 星旋 @ 8:16 PM 0 comments

sleepy ~~

昨晚終於睡著了........睡到中午都不想起床呢............. 而且今天還覺得昏昏沉沉想睡了一整天. @.@"
仔細想想, 應該是赫爾蒙在作祟. 記得上個月也有同樣的是發生. 先是一整個星期的失眠夜, 接著是整個星期的小豬夜了.......... 運氣好的話, 今晚應該也睡的著.... ^_^

posted by 星旋 @ 4:43 PM 0 comments

晚餐過後.......

今晚跟琪琪還有小白去吃晚餐. 因為沒睡覺的關係, 我的頭快炸開了.......
還好琪琪今天還要寫paper, 我就不會因為早回家而感到內疚.

今天的世界日報刊登了一篇有關睡眠與肥胖的消息. 一般人都認為愛睡覺的人會肥對不對????? 錯!錯!錯! 剛好相反....... 睡的越少, 身體分泌抑制食慾的leptin就越少, 提高食慾的grehlim就升高, 反而會肥喔!

唉, 想想, 自從上星期四就不停的想吃, 原來是著個緣故.
從上星期四到現在已經快滿一星期了, 這一星期中, 我只睡了兩個晚上呢. 其中一晚還是吃了Ken的 "假安眠藥" 才睡著的.........
失眠越來越嚴重, 看看我越來越圓的臉龐, 好不容易瘦到109磅的體重, 是不可能維持下去的了.............

posted by 星旋 @ 9:45 PM 0 comments

今天又幫我家的狗洗澡了~~~~

自從我回來溫哥華, 幫狗洗澡就變成了我的工作.
一個很好玩的工作, 是我覺得好玩, 我的狗大概開心不到哪裡去........
在幫他洗澡的過程中, 我覺得最好玩的, 他覺得最痛苦的, 是沖水的時候, 把全身沖的濕濕的, 還有把泡泡沖掉的時候. 他濕濕的時候還真是可愛, 頭好小, 身體還是一樣肥....... @.@"

Hobby最喜歡的應該是洗完澡吹風的時候........ 也是我最討厭的部分....... very time consuming.......
我的頭髮已經夠多了, 且也算夠長了, 每次我洗完澡, 吹頭髮吹個10分鐘, 吹煩了, 頭髮也乾了. 但幫Hobby吹毛可不一樣....... 別看他短短的身軀, 大概只有2歲嬰兒那麼大, 吹起毛來, 可是一個小時也吹不完..........

posted by 星旋 @ 8:16 PM 0 comments

ramdon thoughts

早上起來覺得心情不是很好, 但卻不是因為昨晚又失眠的緣故.....

i found it sarcastic when u said "u finally found a dream for urself!"....... 好像我未曾有甚麼志向似的.

people's dreams change when time, space, and people's ages change.
were you dreaming to do computer work when u were a kid? i don't think so.......

i pretended i wasn't hurt by what u said and carried on with what i am gonna do for the years to come....... to pick up my old dream where i left it.

當你認為我不想工作,沒有任何志向時, well, i actually wanted to be your wife, to riase our kids, to clean our house, to make u food, to bring u love and warmth......... i guess i wasn't mature enough for that ...... and "house wife" is not an occupation in the modern society.

time to walk my dog ~~

tell you the truth, now I want to be Rachel...... ^_______^

posted by 星旋 @ 1:07 PM 4 comments

還是失眠.......

現在是星期二晚上......
我還是睡不著..... =.="
這是這個星期第2次睡不著........ 應該說我從星期一早上開始就沒睡過了.....

身體超痛......................... @.@"

posted by 星旋 @ 1:13 AM 1 comments

a man on tv makes me cry ~~

tonight i finally saw "the light" that i desire for a long time.

tonight in "he is a lady" winner of a quater million dollars was annouced to be Alberta. I was so touched by his answer of the question "as a lady, what have you learn from being a man?" he said, men's eagerness to pursue women's outer beauty sometimes can be very hurtful. when men are so devoted in pursuing the outer beauty of a woman, the most important inner beauty is always ignored. from this contest, he have greater admiration for his wife and loved ones in his family.

this reminds me as a woman, i see many of us trying to look good and sexy, and wanting to be loved by men. we forget our loving hearts which matters the most.

when i was whining about being sick and trying to grab on to my man, i not only forgot about my dream, not only lost my soul, my inner beauty, but also my confident outer look. and of course, i also lost my man at the end.

my friend paul makes a good point, " when you think you own this man, it is time u lose him....."

i guess unless i admit that i am a total failure, or i will never grow and i can never start my life again.

now i m still physically and pychologically ill, but greatfully i thank God that i m alive and i am only 24.

i see what i did wrong, it is time that i truely wish him happinss and find the right woman in his life.

women are suppose to be loving and warm, be able to love themselves and love others........

posted by 星旋 @ 9:52 PM 0 comments

A Trip to Seattle ---- After Thoughts

前天就從Seattle回來了. 這也不是第一次去了, 印象裡, Seattle本來就是一個生活不方便的地方. 這次是跟Jeffery一起去Ken家. 看Ken興奮的向我們介紹他工作的地方, 他的同事, 還有他覺得很Cute的白人女孩, 我似乎也重新對生命感到熱情...........
這次的trip最好玩的地方不是shopping, 也不是吃了甚麼好吃的, 而是Jeffery和Ken一路上不停的辯論著...... 看兩個聰明的人用奇怪的論點討論事情是件有趣的事.....

Jeffery 生病的很嚴重呢, 一路上都在喊喉嚨痛........ 可憐的... 最好是不要將感冒傳染給我........

回來兩天了, 心裡一直記得他們在車上說的話......
"如果我跟他還在一起, 今天就是78個月了" Jeffery這句話讓我不經也難過了起來.........
但Ken說, 78個月也可說是150個月,因為他們都不存在, 也不具任何意義......
這句話我了解, 就像是 "I love him" 已不具任何意義...... (雖然這是個存在的事實, 但也不具任何意義................)

posted by 星旋 @ 5:18 PM 2 comments

hi5 不能顯示中文呢!

原來 hi5 不能顯示中文呢!
只好把我的 journal 移過來了 ~~
本來沒有寫 journal的習慣, 但看了jeffery的blog以後, 覺得還滿好玩的... 但不知我會撑多久 @.@"

posted by 星旋 @ 2:58 PM 0 comments